Sat, 26th November 2011, 2:17am
only reason im in here is cos i want to help others that might find my experiences useful , instead of being told it dusnt work, when i am living it. i tried herbs n foods too,helped for a wile, tried meds- not worth the sideeffects, tried doctors, not alot of help, almost useless, tried alcohol, Y do people drink alcohol, it makes things wers, tried psychologist, 1 out of 3 it took to find the right one, helped on n off for time being, got me started but what realy made it stick is what i tried doing what i do now, even when ive gotten those backwoods thoughts, they go away cos i know now not to "allow myself to think in that like that - negatively" i deserve better then that , u desereve better, and i was subconciously doing it to myself being depressed about real things, without really being aware of it, but not anymore. so im here to give others insight, for those who can, options, alternatives, we are not here to put others down by filling them with negative things about there disease, we should be using this opertunity to uplift those who are down, so shame on all you guys that thought you were doing good, but give this a good read. have a read of my 1st post and have a read of this. drugs is not the anser, but by other means, do things that make you feel good n happy and helpfull to others, volantary work, join the S.E.S or R.F.S, go to places yuo always wanted to go, sing dance, dont give a crap whatthe person nex to yu thinks of yu, he dusnt know yuo and has no right to comment, laugh, watch funny films, visit people you havnt seen in a while, apologize and truce to those you have wronged or have wronged yuo AND DONT ask for anything back whose ever fault it is isnt important, look forward, give youself 100 wishes, write them down everyday and read them lst thing when you wake up , and before bed, WHAT EVER THEY ARE, even impossible things, wish it, its your right to wish, believe in them, treat yourself the way you wish others would be towards you.